This is completely bullshit!
I finally finished my finals so here i am helping around the house.
Doing things i don't normally do when i'm in a study sem. Here i am helping around the house and my mom loads me with all the work she can find (fine no problem, it's something i can help), Then my dad goes on to give me errands (okay.. fine i can still help) not forgetting it's now my JOB to pick my sister from school despite my brother being around (hey, it's alright. I don't want anything bad to happen)
It has only been three days since my last exam and all i've been doing is helping around the house and doing errands for everyone and every freaking day that i pick my sister not a single day that she ever greeted me in the car with appreciation and care. NO! The moment i see her she puts on a long face gets in the car like she's my boss. Every time i attempt to talk to her she just shuts me off, but when she has something to say i HAVE to be the one to listen. She told me she was going to watch a movie today and she NEVER told me that she wasn't going to the movie after all. So I was at home doing chores and waiting. Later about 1 i realized that it was already 1 so i quickly ran for my phone and found out all the missed calls and panicked so i rushed out. As soon as i rushed out, my dad called and he was yelling out of his mind. Telling me to hurry up and get my sister.
At that point i felt, my family doesn't care for the position i was, do they even bother to know why i did what i did. I was disappointed. Then at school my sister's face was as black as ever. She was literally brooding and pouting. when she got to my car i said gently "why didn't you tell me that you were coming home early" she yelled back "I DID!" and after that she just shut up and refuse to talk.
I have had it. I don't deserve this. I don't need this kind of treatment. I'm doing all i can and this is what i get.
I have to go through her face EVERYDAY i pick her up. I have to do all this chores (i'm not complaining) while my brother fools around going to langkawi, watching movies and hanging around with friends?! I am here being all considerate of my parents's money and time, being considerate for the things that i can help with at home, being considerate of getting a freaking job to help my families' finance!!!
i'm sick of doing all that, and instead of being appreciated; i get yelled at, scolded, be shown a long face and getting the freaking silent treatment by my YOUNGER sister!!
I'm SICK OF ALL THIS BULLSHIT!
I'm sick of this.. really tired..
I just want to give up on all this.
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